Ahhh the yellow sanctity of sleep!posted Jan 4th 2005, 11:20AM
Mood: Confused
Music: None... I'm hiding o.O
For some reason I'm fighting sleep... probally cos my parents told me to go to sleep, so my hormone filled, angsty brain won't let me! Arggg... I wanna sleep!
So I might as well write something! Let me explain my life at the moment to y'all! Okay in one week I am going back to school, in England (I am with the British Army in Germany right now...), and as soon as I get back I have the practice exams for my GCSEs (manditory 'ur life depends on this' exams in the UK). Now this wouldn't be that bad... but!
I have been so sleepy this holiday that I haven't done anything! I have hardly left the house... maybe 4 times in the last 2/3 weeks? But thats not that bad, cos I have 48 hours of revision to do for these exams. Apart from, I only just started that revision today! So I have 7 days to do 48 hours of revision... and to do something with my holiday... so basicaly, I'm going shopping till 12:00 tomorrow... and then? I'm working till the end of the holiday... *sigh*
Not only that though! But: We are moving back to England in 2 weeks! That means I won't see my parents for... about 4 weeks... even though they are going to be right next to me. And it doesn't end there! I also have 60000 personal issues to work out, with my friends, parents, and myself.
Ahh, This is what I am thinking: "Bloody exams, screw them... use your coding skills to earn money!! You can leave home now if you wanted to (in the UK u can leave home @ 16"
But... no. Unfortiently, everyone wants me to go to oxford... get all A*s, and "work so hard we will be worried about you"...
But through the hating of this system of education... and distortion of young minds... learning useless crap, and the constant exams from age 12... CE... GCSE... AS... A2. I found a reason to work in this system... to break it apart! I can't stand this system, we arn't learning anything interesting... just how to hack up regurgitated data in a set way... there is no creativity... even in art and english we are too constrained to have our own style.
But never mind! Cos I have a tweed jacket (it's soooo 1337!) and I saw a car with a mac sticker on it today! So I am verry very happy!
What I'm dreeming of right now is my new studio in England... my mocks (exam thinkgys) will be over only 2 hours of revision a day... my guitar, computer, a second hand mixer + decks, my internet radio station, LEGAL broadband, posters, a big chair, speekers amps, pens, penicls, markers, a new scanner and printer, maybe a tablet... oh and a kettle with tea + coffee!
I can't wait! That's my dream... that's what I'm aiming for right now... thats right! COFFEE! Bwaha! *dies*
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